"Soul in Joy"

There are times where one could tell,

Of the many facial expressions today,

If I were the one you've come to seek,

For it is real joy one could feel.

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Warmth of smiles filled my days,

From the day I've fixed my feelings & decided it to stay,

Suited together in all kinds of play,

And yet not leaving in times of sway.

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Apples are sweet, limes are better,

But none could be much more fairer,

Clearing my day and lighting my nights,

With the lights of million stars that shines out with delight.

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Delight is just one that I could say,

Much more would'nt suit better ways,

For words will never feel what the joy says,

That given me happiness and strength for all my days.

(Actual date written-24th June 2009)

UNTIL NEXT TIME~

UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT~

Its Not Fancy~

Salam..its just another day and I am writing again..All are going good here, hoping so for all of u readers out there. Things will get hot with the coming of 3 in a row tests for 37th Slackers this week, may Allah aid us. All in all, this holy Ramadhan is very calm and soothing.Its never been like this all this year round, and I am really feeling good. Its like all my works and responsibilities becoming easier and lighter.

This has been a great help to my mind..(Hoped and prayed for all,too). There's much to think and to analyze this life, figuring out what 's the truth, what's the deceptions behind many things. Alhamdulillah, I will use this soothing environment and serenity from Him in probing this life better. Knowing what to touch,what not to be involved with, what is of immediate interest and what's not. I like to think that way, for this world has no limits in terms of what people could learn from. "Banyak pengajaran hatta sekecil2 perkara yg berlaku jika difikirkan berkali2, pasti dan pasti ada pengajaran dan hikmah baru". Trust me, there will be always valuable experiences for those who use all their senses to learn and improve themselves towards Allah, for the greater good.

Dear all, I would like to share one thing I noted. Recently I have been reading on some writings on Islam. I found out some were in fancy form. Its not the right way of speaking the truth when we talk or write about religious matters, when its being done as fancy as it could. We could never reflect the whole matter in concern when its fancy. I'll give all an example. It resembles a person who knows the sweet taste of a colorful fruit, and learnt to love it, but when trying to share with people the person gave the same,colorful fruit but with a bland taste. We might think for the purpose of attracting people, but know that, when we fancy the teachings, its like merendahkan ketinggian agama. Its not hikmah when we think so. "Semoga ada pengajaran utk saya dn semua yg mmbaca"~

So this'll be the end for now, I'll be writing later.

UNTIL NEXT TIME~

UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT~

Gearing up for the upcoming~

It's the 7th week...if u ask me what week is this now?

Its seems like the time allocated for me would be insufficient..

The burdens and responsibilities here have been causing great deals on me..

But I do know, that I would be supported by my friends here and there..

and everytime I remember that, I'll be standing back in no time..

It seems that this is a busy semester, no more fancy things..no more unattended matters..things are moving forward, and if any of you or me got left behind.. There'll be no excuses..Be wanting to do so many things at once, and got caught in the middle because of wanting so much perfection on everything..

However, there is much to be done here and I'd rather start now,

so..thats all for this time,InsyaAllah be writing more next time..

UNTIL NEXT TIME~

UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT~

A Remembrance of My Place of Peace

Salam~

Its nearing Ramadhan as each day passed, and by the end of this week..Moslems shall start one of the pillars of Islam, fasting during the month of Ramadhan. It is along wait, finally just around the corner. The month which good deeds and virtues (amal) are multiplicated, where Allah's watch over us with blessings, for He is the most Merciful and most kind of all.

I remember the early days when I learnt about fasting. Its all just about not eating, and at that time..kids (years ago) like me during Ramadhan never end it at the proper time. People call it "puasa sekerat hari". Reminds of my early days, when whole families fast together, go to terawih prayers and prepare for the next day. Oh again I am longing to go home. And as a reminder to go home this week, I am sharing these pictures during my last holiday and also for u people reading this. InsyaAllah I 'll be heading home for this weekend.

Until next time...

Until the time is right...~

Yours truly,

-Sobri-

Killing my own heart~

Days have passed..I dont know what's happenning around.Being occupied the whole week and did not even have enough rest. But the will of longevity is here..Apparently every time my spirit went down because of my troubled feelings, I am saved. I never got that downed until my work and my tasks are affected. Its all from Allah..Alhamdulillah. Constantly battling with my these undead feelings, I know I should not let it way against the truth..Its being done at the cost of killing my own feelings. Its kinda hard when you are on your own..its my own battle..Its like this all this time, I think..Sometimes I am thinking that I might not be the same person if I continue on like this..But it has to be done. No worries, to all who read this.The change is for good.My family prayed for me, my friends prayed for me..but know that I appreciate all of you.

My life will once again be back to normal, although only my character would changed..memories shall never be erased..but I am brimming to fulfill my life..to whatever it takes me. To friends out there..do your best, my prayers are for all of us..

Passing judgement to my own self..

The sword of light will once again be drawn..

In pursue of the time borrowed upon..

Before the all be consumed away..

For the one and only sole reason..

I locked my heart and my story..

So says a person who looks downcast..

UNTIL NEXT TIME~

UNTIL THE TIME IS RIGHT~

Its Complicated

I am writing this today to apologize for being unable to update my blog as promised..err,but i'll try again this late afternoon..Quite busy now..over and out

Finally~ Some Rest

Here I am...after the great exodus that took place at UPM.

Hmm..It was a once in a lifetime, I think..that one would be in that kind of situation.Almost everyone panicked and started packing after the order was giving to clear the bunkers and head to the shelters.So I did,went to buy my ticket..and finally my journey ended me at my home sweet home..after craving to go home for so long (Alhamdulillah). It was such a thrilling sight,seeing my father..with his C70 cycle picked me from the bus station. I am so thankful, and should serve my family with all I got..like a saying goes "Small arms,big heart". The smell and surroundings here,calms the heart and the bearer..and soothes the troubled feelings that always came by at times.

Guess what, the herds (goats,I mean) have doubled and there are new vegetables planted..and the greatest..newly renovated musolla..the sacred place of worship for Moslems here. Its a great change..and I am ready to continue the good changes with all I can.

Days passed, moods cherished,

Always awaited, forever wanted.

So my holidays went on very good. I am relieved of my heavy duty there (UPM) and even got a few fishing trips, emhm~ so many catches here..I love it here.

But now my holidays nearly came to an end.. tomorrow I will be taking a bus trip back to continue on my studies.Hopefully my battery will be fully recharged upon arriving. Hmmm..and time is running short here, and I will add new post tomorrow, with a poem (InsyaAllah) that I wanted to share with all of u readers out there.

Until tomorrow,salam and good night~